Tonight I was talking to a friend on the phone (kind of late - 10:30pmish) about knowing what needs to be done (about my relationship with Adam) and I went on and on about knowing that it's not going to change or get any better blah blah blah...we've all heard it before. And wouldn't you know it... within 5 minutes, there he was. At the door, clean and shaven (unusual for him these days), black eye faded muchly, nice(ish) clothes on, and my favorite take out from the Cheesecake Factory, and the biggest smile. "Hi, Baby. I thought we could have dinner together and maybe watch a movie." Aw. That's all I can say. Aw. Totally unexpected. I've never said he's not sweet, because he is. He really is. But it doesn't change the way I feel. I still know. I still will. When? Not sure. Maybe right before Mikie comes to see me!!!! FUNNNN! Only because he'll be staying at my house and we'll be having such a fun visit (catching up and all since it's been 15 years (at least) and I know I won't give in and call Adam while Mikie is here!) More on that later. I'm tired and I'm going to bed. I'm going riding bright and early! Belle is better! I had my first ride with her today since she went lame a couple of weeks ago! GREAT RIDE! I needed it! Whew!
Sing it Leann!
How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Honestly, I'm not feeling nearly as pathetic as this song implies. But I do ask myself those questions.
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