Tomorrow will be a big day...

Tomorrow is going to be the first time I see Adam since we officially broke up last week. I'm SO nervous. I'm not absolutely positive that I'll see him, but I'm pretty sure. It's a 4th of July party that all of our friends will be at and I'm going. I weighed it out and I just don't want to miss out on it because he might be there. Ugh. I'm feeling very nervous for Mikie to leave because he has been such a fun distraction to the fact that I miss Adam. AAAAHHHH! Wish me luck! Actually - let's just pray that Adam won't be there and this won't be an issue! Yes - manifestation - Adam is NOT even going to be at this party, so what a pointless blog!!!! Whew!